Off on a weekend road trip after working 8 hours and a fun evening with little sleep previous. Also just stopped at a rest stop with free food. Also jamming to a playlist of the National, Interpol, LCD soundsystem, and Starfucker. Let’s do this!
"And I’m winning you with words because I have no other way I’d love to look into your face without your eyes turning away Last night I watched you sing because a person has to try And I walked home in the rain because a person cannot lie”
She came from a background where nothing was ever good enough. And I assumed that weighed heavy on her. But in our house together, it was a sense of just trying stuff and allowing each other to fail and to be excited about things. That was liberating for her. It was exciting to see her grow and both of us grow and change together. But that’s also the hard part: growing without growing apart or changing without it scaring the other person. I still find myself having conversations with her in my mind.